Getting back at it

It's been a while, almost two months to be exact since my last blog post. Aside from the fact that I didn't know what to write about, I also don't know what I want to do in general. I felt drained, uninspired, and lost and I didn't want to continously write about that. I tried to write about something else, but it felt like a lie to myself more than to anyone else. So I told myself not to worry about it even though I was feeling bad because it made me feel like I really can't commit to anything. Fast forward to today, after a few trips to the beach and a lot of time to hangout with my friends, I'm writing again.

I'm not saying that what I feel now is only rainbows and butterflies, but it's definitely better. I still haven't figured out completely what I want to do because I'm scared of a lot of things, but I'm learning not to let these fears paralyse me. I'm also reminding myself that I'm not in a competition with the people around me. Instead, I should make them an inspiration to push myself to achieve my goals and dreams. You've probably read this somewhere a thousand times already, but life is not a race and we all have a different pace.

May these bits of inspirations that I found grow bigger so I could do something great in the near future. And if you're reading this and you're just like me trying to figure out your place in this world, I hope you find the inspiration, and the courage too. Best believe we can—no, we WILL do this.